4-23-25 / Fall


hey everybody

i suppose i am giving myself seven minutes to write this month before i go to work. im obviously super busy this month (not actually that busy just getting emotional and struggling to rip myself out of bed)

i am starting to feel the beginning of the end. i swear talking about it helps, because i can actually manage my suffering rather than wishing it wasn't around. i lost my teeth. i have been staying up late playing video games. i have been waking up early to play video games and watch emotionally harmful political content on youtube. i have a lot of responsibilities i am putting off.

these are all signs of my fall. it happens every year or so. im trying to be aware of it and accept it, hopefully get it less-impactful because of observer bias.

idk. anyways heres some tangible stuff i did:








anyways


- i had a 3-or-so hour debate about my life with my father (words are sharp)
- i went to visit my sister it was super fun i got good new music all in one week
- i got a runaway call and ended up going dress shopping with my elementary best friend
- i am quitting my job 
- i locked myself out of my car and watched my uncle do the coat hanger thing for half an hour

anyways. gotta go that's 7

listening to : 
ada rook - all tails death animations
Jane Remover -  Psychoboost ft. Danny Brown

okay im gonna be late byby

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