01-07-25 / Strange

 i got engaged before the new year. i feel completely different.

new year and new love has been hard. i spent three hours brushing teeth today and i was exhausted. i talked to my dad about theological ideology and learned why i don’t understand him. i learned a lot about my father in law.

daddy issues come easy to me.

old friends have been texting me. a preschool peer wants to hang with me and my grammy. lately i am feeling more crafty than my fiancée and i don’t want to leave her behind. with my hands.

i engaged to her because fiancée sounds and looks way cooler  than girlfriend. it has been worth it so far.

realigning my electronic configurations with my frequency

listening to :

Justin Beiber by kitty ray (aka Kitty)

love you gaby


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