4-23-25 / Fall
hey everybody i suppose i am giving myself seven minutes to write this month before i go to work. im obviously super busy this month (not actually that busy just getting emotional and struggling to rip myself out of bed) i am starting to feel the beginning of the end. i swear talking about it helps, because i can actually manage my suffering rather than wishing it wasn't around. i lost my teeth. i have been staying up late playing video games. i have been waking up early to play video games and watch emotionally harmful political content on youtube. i have a lot of responsibilities i am putting off. these are all signs of my fall. it happens every year or so. im trying to be aware of it and accept it, hopefully get it less-impactful because of observer bias. idk. anyways heres some tangible stuff i did: anyways - i had a 3-or-so hour debate about my life with my father (words are sharp) - i went to visit my sister it was super fun i got good new music all in one week - i got a runa...