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5-26-25 / Rear-View Mirrors and My Own Windows

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quit my job i quit my job quit my quit my quit my job i will quit quit quit quit wait i did did did quit quit my job quit my job thats just my little poem about how i quit it was my fiances birthday and we unlocked secrets of our frontal lobe i have been Desperately Fascinated with my little pony related content lately. ive always had my toes in there but i got pushed into the shallow end and at this point since im already in the pool i might as well touch the filter at the bottom. get myself all sopped in metaphorical pony. i love my girl she is beautiful so many changes but it all hasnt hit me yet, i will have to watch waitress the Keri Russell movie so that i can feel emotions. anyways listening to: i don't know how to tell you that you're my best friend (and i love you) - vylet pony good grief! - vylet pony

5-13-25 / Feelings Mutual

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 hehe i got proposed to yesterday.. Since we are lesbian we get TWO (2) proposals for the price of one. Anyone should have 2 proposals really. I said yes. Took me by surprise and the ring is beautiful but You don't get to see that. The moment i was proposed to, the sum of bad feelings i held before floated away. Like baggage getting dropped. I can’t even remember the trivial things i wrote pages and pages about in my journal. Trivial. Being in a slump and things like that are trivial. I recently learned all is trivial. Life goes on, or whatever. Love is trivial, but beautiful nonetheless. And I value beauty. Anyways. This forced conclusion to a month of unnecessary mourning got me in the spirit of solving coalescing overdue problems. Before the engagement I was so busy being on the road, or in other peoples homes, so i had a decent excuse to be apathetic. Most of these photos are a testament to this apathy because they are shot from in cars or foreign spaces. You might already know...